Tuesday, October 22, 2013

The loneliest time of the year

I live such a lonely life. Honestly. How did I end up this way? 
I love my friends, I really do. But I most often feel like I give so much more than I get. Not that I give to get, but just that I'm not getting fed the way that I feed others. 
I wish I had someone to confide in. Someone here who knows this particular situation I'm in, and I can talk through my thoughts and feelings with. 
I just want, need, a companion. Someone I can always count on to do things with, or go places with. I feel like I'm someone people can always count on, but who can I count on?